~mY wORdS~

nw is 4.52am..silence..with d tickling sound of d clock..tick..tick..n tick…it makes me feel d loneliness dat i hav nvr felt b4…so empty right here, right nw..

i lost ’sth’…sth dat warmed my heart al dis while…sth dat kept me going..dat helped me wen thru every single things here…no matter wat came…diff kinds of obtacles…i wen thru without fear bcos of dis ’sth’…

cos of it..i laughed..i smiled..i jumped v joy..i was touched..but i fell…i wept…i dissapointed…n miserable too…it stood a big space in my life diary…n i hav ‘grown up’ lots cos of it…

i wil go on….go on…n go on….cos i really believed in d phrase…’everythin happened 4 a reason..’…2 hav d courage to leave behind dis ’sth’ dat built in my heart al dis while is really tough…but i hav no regrets dat i had it…accompanied me al dis while….

gal feels and she moves…guy thinks before he moves…

gal talks wen she is in guilt…guy keeps in silence…

gal did it bcos she loves…guy did it bcos he enjoyed…

gal drinks to recall d past…guy drinks to forget d past…

gal left bcos she felt d separation….n guy left cos he doesnt love u anymore…